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h'oh boy.
i hope this doesn't get too long, but story time!!

as a child i had an extremely wild imagination, i'd love to doodle my "friends" on pieces of blank paper and sometimes cut them out.
one of the "friends" i mainly got "along with" was called ellen, and i would tell others that she'd protect me when no one was there with me and would be there with me when i was alone.
don't get me wrong, all children have imaginary friends and thought they were actual real beings, right?

well as time went on and by the time i was the age of six i moved into the house i now live in, and things were alright, except downstairs gave me extreme spooks.
whenever i went down there i would feel a cold breeze, no windows open at all, sometimes i'd even feel my hair get tugged at gently.
in the other rooms downstairs i would see shadow figures.
those figures somehow replaced "ellen" and i couldn't really see or "sense" ellen there at all.

i used to think she just left me on the spot, like she "didn't care anymore".

everytime i went downstairs the eerie feeling began to grow and i continued to see more of those figures.

around the age of seven or eight i also began hearing voices, just whispers.
and i would always feel like i was being watched, and the feeling i was given was somewhat bad?

around that time i went to a therapist for mental reasons, and i began telling my therapist the shadows i'd see downstairs.

i can't remember anything she said about it, but i know she was surprised.

after a few days i had a dream which really Terrified me.
it was a second person view or something, and the girl in it looked exactly like me at the time, in an old nightgown i owned and it was covered in blood.
i knew i was dreaming, everytime i tried to "wake up", the girl would say "you can't leave", "theres no escape", you're staying here forever" and a lot more i can't remember.

after i "woke up" i couldn't move and i was sweating, now i know that what had happened to me might've been sleep paralysis.

after a few months, everything after that was alright but it still lingered in my mind.
when i returned home from elementary school i caught a figure from the corner of my eye, and it looked like a women with long brown hair and wearing an old white gown.

after that occurrence the shadow figures began to be more active, and they were'nt just downstairs and i was terrified to even look at my own reflection.

i became very frightened of sudden movements and would sometimes isolate myself in my room and play games, sometimes play with my miniature toys.

i began to hear noises at night, like footsteps behind my bed and creaking and scratching noises, it'd make me feel scared to even open my eyes because i had no idea what would be in front of me.




oh jesus, this did get pretty long, but this is all i'm gonna put down for now??
the image for this seems to not fit in with my story?
but idc hah :")

i'm not too happy with this so i may put this in scraps soon?
plus i doubt people would actually read all of this :") 
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TiredJellyfish's avatar
I feel bad for faving this, but its really interesting. Sorry.